I'm Still Here
A harrowing historical drama's quiet rage, transforming a sun-drenched family portrait into a chilling study of absence and resilience under political darkness.
I'm Still Here
I'm Still Here

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"When a mother's courage defies tyranny, hope is reborn."

19 September 2024 Brazil 138 min ⭐ 8.0 (829)
Director: Walter Salles
Cast: Fernanda Torres, Selton Mello, Valentina Herszage, Maria Manoella, Luiza Kosovski
Drama History
Resilience in the Face of Political Oppression The Politics of Memory and Forgetting The Violation of the Domestic Sphere The Transformation of Grief into Activism
Budget: $1,480,000
Box Office: $36,109,482

I'm Still Here - Characters & Cast

Character Analysis

Eunice Paiva

Fernanda Torres

Archetype: The Heroine/Resilient Matriarch
Key Trait: Understated Resilience

Motivation

Initially, her motivation is the survival and protection of her five children. This evolves into an unyielding need for truth and justice regarding her husband's disappearance. She is driven by a refusal to let the state erase his existence and a deep-seated commitment to holding the dictatorship accountable for its crimes, a fight she continues for decades.

Character Arc

Eunice begins as a mother and homemaker in a seemingly perfect family, living a comfortable life. After her husband is forcibly disappeared by the military regime, she undergoes a profound transformation. Enduring imprisonment and psychological torture, she emerges not broken, but fortified with a quiet determination. She moves her family, studies law at age 48, and becomes a leading human rights activist, dedicating her life to finding the truth about her husband and fighting for other victims. Her journey is one from private grief to public resistance, embodying resilience and courage.

Rubens Paiva

Selton Mello

Archetype: The Martyr/Political Dissident
Key Trait: Idealistic

Motivation

His motivation is his unwavering belief in democracy and his opposition to the military dictatorship. He risks his life to help others targeted by the regime, driven by a sense of political duty and justice, even while trying to protect his family from the consequences of his actions.

Character Arc

Rubens is portrayed as a loving father and husband, and a former congressman committed to democracy. Having recently returned from exile, he tries to maintain a normal family life while secretly aiding resistance movements against the dictatorship. His arc is tragically short; he is the catalyst for the story. His abduction and subsequent murder by the state transform him from a political opponent into a symbol of the dictatorship's brutality and one of its thousands of "disappeared" victims.

Older Eunice Paiva

Fernanda Montenegro

Archetype: The Legacy
Key Trait: Fragile Dignity

Motivation

In this stage, her motivations are internal and fragmented. Her presence serves to motivate the audience's reflection on the film's central themes: the importance of collective memory and the bittersweet nature of a life defined by a battle against forgetting.

Character Arc

Appearing briefly in the film's later timeline, this portrayal of Eunice shows the final, tragic stage of her life. After a lifetime spent fighting to preserve memory, she is now succumbing to Alzheimer's disease, losing her own. Her arc is a poignant coda, highlighting the fragility of memory and the enduring impact of trauma, while also emphasizing the legacy she has built, which now exists independently of her own recollections.

Cast

Fernanda Torres as Eunice Paiva
Selton Mello as Rubens Paiva
Valentina Herszage as Veroca
Maria Manoella as Veroca
Luiza Kosovski as Eliana
Marjorie Estiano as Eliana
Bárbara Luz as Nalu
Gabriela Carneiro da Cunha as Nalu
Cora Ramalho as Babiu
Olívia Torres as Babiu
Guilherme Silveira as Marcelo
Antonio Saboia as Marcelo
Pri Helena as Maria José
Dan Stulbach as Baby Bocayuva
Thelmo Fernandes as Lino Machado