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My First First Love
A pastel-drenched coming-of-age romance shimmering with the sweet, clumsy ache of emerging adulthood as five young people collide, spin, and discover their paths.
My First First Love
My First First Love

첫사랑은 처음이라서

18 April 2019 — 26 July 2019 South Korea 2 season 16 episode Ended 8.2 (556)

Cast: Kim Ji-soo, Jung Chae-yeon, Jung Jinyoung, Choi Ri, Kang Tae-oh

Drama Romantic Awakening vs. Childhood Friendship Economic Realism and Socioeconomic Disparity Autonomy and Severing Familial Expectations The Healing Power of Chosen Family

My First First Love — Ending Explained

⚠️ Spoiler Analysis

The series begins with Yoon Tae-o moving into his grandfather's house in Seoul, only for Han Song-i (displaced by loan sharks), Oh Ga-rin (escaping her chaebol family), and Choe Hun (disowned for wanting to pursue musical theater) to move in out of necessity. While Tae-o attempts to court art student Ryu Se-hyun, Seo Do-hyeon falls for Song-i and begins dating her. Season 1 culminates in Gangneung, where Tae-o uncovers Se-hyun's deceit and watches Do-hyeon and Song-i kiss, suddenly realizing his own romantic feelings for Song-i.

In Season 2, Tae-o breaks things off with Se-hyun while attempting not to interfere with Song-i. However, when Do-hyeon's father suffers bankruptcy, Do-hyeon takes on grueling shifts and withdraws emotionally due to pride and exhaustion. When Song-i discovers her runaway mother operating a distant restaurant, Tae-o is the one who drives her across the country for closure. This trip leads to a confrontation, and Do-hyeon tearfully ends his relationship with Song-i, realizing that financial strain and poor timing prevent them from functioning together.

Meanwhile, Hun and Ga-rin declare their feelings after collaborating on theater productions, building a healthy and joyous partnership. In the climax, Tae-o tracks down his estranged biological mother, finding closure regarding his childhood abandonment. Acknowledging that Tae-o has always been her constant emotional shelter, Song-i reunites with him on the illuminated rooftop terrace, where the two share a kiss and transition from lifelong friends to romantic partners.

Alternative Interpretations

The series invites multiple readings depending on audience perspective:

  • The 'Destined Timing' Interpretation: The prevailing reading is that childhood friends are destined soulmates whose path required a temporary detour. By dating other people, Tae-o and Song-i shed their infantile assumptions, acquired romantic maturity, and finally learned to view each other as romantic partners rather than habitual security blankets.
  • The 'Economic Inequity' Interpretation: A more cynical sociological reading suggests Song-i did not choose Tae-o purely because he was superior to Do-hyeon, but because Tae-o possessed the financial privilege to be emotionally available. Do-hyeon was crushed by systemic debt and working-class obligations, leaving him no leisure time to cater to Song-i's crises. In this view, the romance mirrors how economic privilege facilitates emotional intimacy.
  • The 'Second Lead Syndrome' Reading: Many viewers and commentators interpreted Do-hyeon’s arc as the emotional core of the series, viewing Song-i and Do-hyeon's split as a tragic casualty of communication breakdowns rather than natural incompatibility.

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